Sunday, January 13, 2013

僕らがいた part 1 and 2

2013 jan 13

hisashiburi ni movie mite naita kiga suru.
it kinda made me think like what am i doing right now.
am i satisfied with my current life?
how long has it been since I held someones hadn?
how long has it been since I was in love?
was my mukashi omotteta koto all imi nai?
just because I was young?
itsu mo ironna hito ni sore wa kodomo no toki datta kara
it doesnt count tte yoku iwareru kedo...
momo no naka de wa sugoku sugoku daiji na omoide dashi.
ichiban dareka wo suki ni natta toki dattashi.
saikin souiu kanjyou sura wasurechattashi.
mukashi no taisetsu na omoide mo bonyari shite kite...
nanka kono movie de ikutsuka no scenes mitete ironna koto
wo jibun to kasane awasetetara namida ga shizen to detekita.
and i also re-realized how privileged I am.
and how i shouldnt take this for granted.

demo eiga no hanashi wo suruto
ichiban kawaisou nanowa takahashi (main girl) demo yano (main guy)
demo naku, it was takeuchi kun. who zutto loved a girl
who never loved him back. and he knew it.
and hes so yasashii. and tomodachi omoi. and there was absolutely
NOTHING wrong about him. and still. dame datta.
maa saigo wa akichan to iikanji ni natta kara zenbu kekka teki ni wa
yokatta kedo. still. thats like 7 years of silent suffering.

anyway iro iro off topic ni natteru kedo.
nanka eiga wo minagara kou iu kanji de iro iro kangaetete
yappa eiga tte iina tte omotta.
jibun no jinsei minaoseru kikai wo tsukutte kureru kiga shite.
otherwise nanda kanda iro iro shite
jikan ga nagaretete. wazato isogashiku shite.
kudaranai koto shitari, jikan wo waste shitari.

i dont take the time to STOP.
and THINK.

so yea ii eiga dattayo.

i remember reading this manga.
alipu ga manga wo zenbu mottete.
i was borrowing it from her. haha
so i think i didnt finish everything.

alipu no wedding gift toka ni shiyo kkana?
manga and DVD set. haha
omoi kedo yosasou na kiga suru.

mo